4 u my fren ( 4 year)

hey guys ,, 

did i did wrong.. k..i'm sorry .for u i want to say that i love u more than i love mr.m and the another fren i have ..chinca.. gotjimal anniya!! ya chingu.. u know i'm jealous when u with c**** ..u must shocked isn'it .. i just keep my feel u know!! ..i'm touch when c**** tell me that she love u (sayang) ..jgn salah faham lak.. why did she must tell to me?? another fren have ..why me?? i know that she love u more than she love me ..BUT chingu,,,i more love u than c**** love u ,u know that ,, last night i cry alone in room ..cause think about u ..u knw that about a korean scandle that u tell me?? i cry too when i look u cry .. i can't see u cry again ..u know when u keep something from me.. i know cause ... the eyes... yes !! YOUR EYES tell me everything.. i'm sad .. why u still find c**** ??? why not me...??? did i have did wrong with u .. when u sad , happy  ,moody ,angry , i still wait that u come to me u know!! but,,,,the girl ,,,u find it .. look guys!!!! I'M JEALOUS (not les ok !!,love as a friend)..

chingu ya,,

miss u lha . when c**** tell me everything about u .. i just keep quiet n cry in my heart .. u know truly is u THE TRULY FREN I HAVE ! ! ...hah ! sara keep it up ,don't give up.. when u know that the girl will move from that school .. u cry , , n i think ..what will happen if i move from that school . . huh , . . sarah .. doesn't have people love u , u know sarah !! even guy or girl .. doesn't have people misunderstand me .. *betol ke tak eja tu ..* one more thing . . u know that when my eyes like want to cry . . . uthink i still think about that s**** guy ..??? NO!! i'm think .. why must her u love .. why not me??.. why the girl always u thinking off ??.. see ..gatcha !! u know now friend . .btw .. don't worry ... cause i'm unhurt gurl ....tak mudah give up .. hmm.. chingu u know.. i'm jelous when i know that she give u present bigger than i give it to u , u know .. ak kene marah ngan mak aku sbab ak kuar tanpe pngtahuan mak ak yg aku pergi kerja kat tmpat kakak aku tu .. why ?? .. i want to find money to buy a present for u . . ader satu lagi present yg aku tak bgi kat kau  u know .. bigger than she give to u ..*cry -> mom ask -> nothing ..* i always hope kau x kan tnggalkan aku sampai bila2pun . . whnever ..till ever..n...

                                  think this ...

 i will do this thing .. bile kawan baik aku tinggalkan aku ..that's is u ...look this thinkly ..

i will do it this thing when u leave me..coz u make my day smile.